Between the Lines...

My heart has been waning as of late... torn in many directions. Some of my own doing, others just being the events that take a toll on one's soul naturally in the process of life. No matter the years of my life experiences, I think one topic never to be completely understood or deciphered is the heart and human nature, in relation to it.




I have to wonder what makes us shirk away in fear when confronted with the purest form of acceptance and willingness to love? Do we allow the perceptions of what we desire to cloud our truest needs? Reflecting upon disasters of the heart that make us who we are today, but certainly not what will appear in the mirror tomorrow. Change is growth and every part of one's being is encompassed in this momentum on the daily. Why do we try to impede the process of change... of the inevitable growth of the soul... the very core of being? The desire for more- love, life, laughter, money, success, etc etc etc. Why not open our arms and welcome what could come to pass? Yet, it seems our arms are so stiff in the motion of just one more time. As you age and your 'battle scars' appear, it seems that motion gets a bit more wearisome, but deep within the desire for 'more' burns bright and so slowly... we open up ourselves, our heart, our life to what might be. Never knowing if it is or isn't the "right" choice to make, but stepping out in faith that if you don't...
you might never know.




Unfortunately this process is never one-sided and you can never deem how the human spirit will receive the process of another. Some may be on the same path as you and embrace willingly and fully and then others may desire to have the same, but are just unable to do so. Maybe their journey does not include you, or maybe you were just there for a brief moment to show them what could lie ahead in their course, IF they are willing to step out at a later time. The cycle of life is not broken until it is time and within this continuum, we continue to grow, experience what it is to truly live and love, and thus, feel the depths of loss, heartache, joy and success.



That is just life though... sometimes you soar and others you just have to hold onto the ride.




Oh, Sarah.. how you said it all between the lines.

L iving I n F ull E voultion...

I take a moment to ponder my choices made some times in haste, decisions delayed, friends and lovers lost and found... life moving so quickly, no grass grown on my small piece of ground... things all become brilliantly transparent... looking back.... hind-sight.

We all travel on this course- LIFE- Living In Full Evolution... mind, spirit, body... never standing still. They say have no regrets, but contemplation produces a place that I cannot help ponder of what could have been or should have been done... constant change mitigating life.

Where I have been is why I am who I am now... sometimes life has caressed me, sometimes it has thrown me about... while I would possibly change some of my choices I cannot. I must move on. All of us have our own stories... our own "battle scars" of life making us hunger for the best LIFE has to offer.

Wondrous creatures that we are... resilient, steadfast in this course of LIFE. Strange twists.... fate? GOD's hand? ... I meditate upon free will.... the ability to do as one pleases. But free would indicate that we are not affected by our choice, that we are not imprisoned by the outcome- good or bad. Choice is not free... it comes with consequence... it comes with a product... good or bad.

Living In Full Evolution of Mind, Body, Spirit... I choose how I spend my years here... all I have is time... time to navigate my course, my decisions that guide me along the way will either bring sweet delicious fruits of my labor, or it can offer the bitter abundance of this harvest- depending on my choices.

I choose to run this race of LIFE with resilience, with determination to make the time I have on this earth the best I possibly can. I choose to Win this race of LIFE. Because this gift given to me was given freely, but it is not free, my friends. LIFE is on loan and when it is time, there is no one that change that fact.

Nothing in Life is free.